…is always light

There was something in the sky…

Yesterday, before the midnight I saw some kind of light phenomena in the sky. The first time I saw something like this was in December 2016 or January 2017.

There was -24 Celsius degrees out there, don’t let the steam coming from my breathing confuse.

To eye it looked a bit different. It was like there were about 5 small dots in different colors, where in the video the is one “mess”.

At best there were about 3 – 5 of these.

I don’t know what this was. Next morning (today) it was gone… Only moon in the sky.

The first video I captured from the phenomena:

I tried to capture some stills too, but result isn’t very good:

The pictures aren’t edited at all.

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Merry Christmas!

As I’m writing this, I’m on fever…

I’ve told my girlfriend, that I haven’t been myself for a long time. My own experince is, that I’m somehow absent and can’t express my thoughts and emotions, because I’m absent; I don’t really seem to be able to ”reach” my thoughts and emotions.

I promised my girlfriend, that this Christmas I try to be more present, live here and now… I also try to remember that young man, that I was 20 years ago; I somehow owe him too… Though I shouldn’t look too much back, but I still must reach for my roots, for the past best days.. That were not so good..

For the end I want to wish you all Merry Christmas!

This book has been perhaps the most important book to me…

Our Christmas 2017

Just a short post on my and my girlfriend’s Christmas together in 2017.

It’s been almost a year and we are planning in piece and quiet our next Christmas.

The most important thing in the coming Christmas is, that we spend it together. Our plans are to make it some kind of quiet Christmas with lots of reading.

At the moment there is snow in here, but let us hope, that there is snow in the land also in Christmas. 🙂

Poem on Two

Two shows what even is;
everywhere where it fits evenly,
it exists;
and so is even that,
where two evenly fits.

So many are there twos in a number,
than the relation possible with two evenly is;
if that possible is.

For if it impossible is,
even number not is.

Poem on Zero

To eight goes two four times;
To six slips it three times;
To four it fits twice;
To zero it doesn’t fit;
No pairs are there in zero.
No trace of two.
”Where’s my pair?”
Zero asks…

Some things I do while sleeping…

Sometime in 2008 I heard music while sleeping. In fact it was me composing music in a dream. I always manage to do things in my dreams better than when I’m awake. The first time I composed music in my dream while sleeping, was when I was 15 years old.

The Amiga has only 4 hardware music channels. In my dream I had more advanced Amiga, that had 5 hardware channels and I composed with it music that I can’t really even imagine, when I’m awake — the music composed in my dream was beyond my ability to make music…

In 2008 I tried to put the notes together that I had heard in my dream. This is the result:

Sometimes when I’m programming in my dreams I feel that there is something, that I must program. I see the result of programming while sleeping, also the code and I experience myself thinking how to program something..

Sometimes when I’m over stressed in programming when I’m in fact sleeping, I suddenly realize that I’m not awake — I’m sleeping and I don’t have to do anything at all! …or do I still have to do all that? …even stress myself while sleeping and having a dream.

Those are moments when I experience somehow, that I have control over my dreams while sleeping…

Sometimes while sleeping and having a dream it takes a while to realize that I’m now  not awake, this is only a dream. Though, I’ve started to think, that can I really say about my dreams, that they are only dreams…

I’ve had many nightmares where I’m haunted by demons.. Often in those nigthmares I’m also blind and can’t see my enemies — the demons — who attack me in number of ways… Once I fell off my bed to the floor and I woke up. In my dream I was dodging a demon impaling me…

The Koch Curve as Snowflake with Python Turtle Graphics

It’s over midnight here.. Since the source code in one of my videos is not very readable, I decided to publish the Python source code of the video in this blog post.

import turtle


def draw_curve():  
   window = turtle.Screen()  
   turt=turtle.Turtle()
   turt.setpos(-300,-100)
   turt.clear()
   turt.speed('fastest')
   turt.hideturtle()
    
   vonKoch(turt,5,500)
   turt.left(120)
   vonKoch(turt,5,500)
   turt.left(120)
   vonKoch(turt,5,500)
   turt.left(120)
   vonKoch(turt,5,500)
   window.exitonclick()  

def vonKoch(turt,depth,length):
    if depth == 0: turt.forward(length)
    else:
        vonKoch(turt,depth-1,length/3)
        turt.right(60)
        vonKoch(turt,depth-1,length/3)
        turt.left(120)
        vonKoch(turt,depth-1,length/3)
        turt.right(60)
        vonKoch(turt,depth-1,length/3)
        



draw_curve()

That’s it for now. Time to go to sleep.