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The idea is, that one writes one’s (near) future in form of a story and then live through this story.

In the best case you are yourself the writer of your life and not the other people. Though, without knowing you may be right now part of someone else’s story. Which isn’t necesserely a bad thing.

The best thing in this consept of “stories of everyday life” is, that you can write a love story for yourself and for her/him and the live your life as you’ve written it in form of story. The best love story probably is written together with your partner.

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Of course not the whole life doesn’t need to be in form a story, but this consept might spice up your life.. 🙂 This is just some kind of “soft planning”… 🙂


I came up with this idea some time ago and this morning I wrote first story to my girlfriend. The idea is, that we’ll start writing stories on how we live and what we do… 🙂

When things in life are bad the others write one’s life — even define it. When things are well, one can be oneself the writer of one’s life.

With a little bit humor I wrote this morning the following story to my girlfriend:

You go enough early to bed; and the sleep comes gently and quickly. The sleep is deep and recuperative, which makes you wake up at the rise of the morning sun cheery and eager.

You eat breakfast thinking the coming work — how you would do the work in an interesting way.

Every task is interesting and gives you energy; the work rewards its maker and you feel that you are doing important, meaningful work. At the same time you forget everything irrelevant and you concentrate only on interesting and fruitful and you are on good mood the whole day.

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We are trying to develop with touch of humor this story telling on everyday life for each other.. 🙂


Nowadays I’m full time student again and the studies seem to take all my time, there have been days, that I’ve been programming (university project) as soon as I’ve woke up and continued programming to the midnight..

And, today I saw it again in the sky.. The strange light phenomena, I may sound crazy, but it looks like a ship.. Most of the time it seems not to move, only glowing, but it does move a bit once and for while.

I took 3 pictures of it today:

 

Click the pictures to enlarge. It’s one light mess in the pictures, but to the eye it looks a bit different, like a ship…

 

I haven’t edited the pictures at all and they’re taken with my cell phone. What is it and what is it doing here…?


As I’m writing this, I’m on fever…

I’ve told my girlfriend, that I haven’t been myself for a long time. My own experince is, that I’m somehow absent and can’t express my thoughts and emotions, because I’m absent; I don’t really seem to be able to ”reach” my thoughts and emotions.

I promised my girlfriend, that this Christmas I try to be more present, live here and now… I also try to remember that young man, that I was 20 years ago; I somehow owe him too… Though I shouldn’t look too much back, but I still must reach for my roots, for the past best days.. That were not so good..

For the end I want to wish you all Merry Christmas!

This book has been perhaps the most important book to me…


Just a short post on my and my girlfriend’s Christmas together in 2017.

It’s been almost a year and we are planning in piece and quiet our next Christmas.

The most important thing in the coming Christmas is, that we spend it together. Our plans are to make it some kind of quiet Christmas with lots of reading.

At the moment there is snow in here, but let us hope, that there is snow in the land also in Christmas. 🙂


Sometime in 2008 I heard music while sleeping. In fact it was me composing music in a dream. I always manage to do things in my dreams better than when I’m awake. The first time I composed music in my dream while sleeping, was when I was 15 years old.

The Amiga has only 4 hardware music channels. In my dream I had more advanced Amiga, that had 5 hardware channels and I composed with it music that I can’t really even imagine, when I’m awake — the music composed in my dream was beyond my ability to make music…

In 2008 I tried to put the notes together that I had heard in my dream. This is the result:

Sometimes when I’m programming in my dreams I feel that there is something, that I must program. I see the result of programming while sleeping, also the code and I experience myself thinking how to program something..

Sometimes when I’m over stressed in programming when I’m in fact sleeping, I suddenly realize that I’m not awake — I’m sleeping and I don’t have to do anything at all! …or do I still have to do all that? …even stress myself while sleeping and having a dream.

Those are moments when I experience somehow, that I have control over my dreams while sleeping…

Sometimes while sleeping and having a dream it takes a while to realize that I’m now  not awake, this is only a dream. Though, I’ve started to think, that can I really say about my dreams, that they are only dreams…

I’ve had many nightmares where I’m haunted by demons.. Often in those nigthmares I’m also blind and can’t see my enemies — the demons — who attack me in number of ways… Once I fell off my bed to the floor and I woke up. In my dream I was dodging a demon impaling me…


In my high school times I mostly listened to Amiga music and C64 music rather than ”real” music. I will now take a look back in time to some of the best Amiga modules I listened to.

Spell Amelioration from Uncle Tom was one of my favorites. Personal and technically good ProTracker music module.

Also Poseidon from Uncle Tom was one of my favorites.

Of course Klisje paa klisje was a real good tune to listen to:

Jogeir Liljedahl’s Face Another Day had big enlightening impact on me:

Many chip tunes on Amiga really touched me. Below is a compilation of some of the most famous chip tunes including many of my favorites:

Many people have been touched by good Amiga music and remixed their favorite tunes with synthesizers and real instruments.

Below is my own so called chip tune made with OctaMED on Amiga:

Some of the Amiga musicians have become professonal musicians.

If you’ve had C64 and/or Amiga childhood and/or youth this was probably good nostalgic trip to you too.